what u call monday blues....i call monday insanity.
i definitely dun have the blues on monday cuz am alwiz scared to wits'ends when this word comes to mind: HOMEWORK!
yea yea....was given one whole week 's advanced notice on the chemistry homework.was supposed to finish the chem bonding tutorial. but alas! finally got my lazy ass to start reading on the chapter only to find myself rather sleepy,only halfway through at 1 a.m. wahahah....i know.....u guessed it. i only started at 11.30 pm!the normal time normal people would have slid under the comforts of their quilts and making zzzzzzzzz........
scribbled little bits of notes here and there on the homework paper....somehow managing to reassure myself that my teacher probably wouldnt notice that i did not complete my homework.
i have this feeling that i can be my own psychologist at times. i sure do a good job of convincing myself that sleep is actually better than to torture myself thru the nite doing the h/w.But then little do other people know how torturous it could have been if i were discovered!a fate worse than missing a night's sleep. Imagine,a friend(a guy la) actually skipped skool cuz he din finish the work.well, i think that' s the reason la since he seemed fine when he sms'ed me juz the night be4 skool asking bout the homework.unless of course he suddenly ....out of the blue got the sudden bout of diorrhea.nolar....not cursin him....not puttin any mantera on him. it's his prerogative to 'ponteng' skool anytime he wants. even i use that 'privilledge' netime i can!lol
SLEEP was gooooood.......sooooo good that i couldnt make it to skool early to ehem...ehem....'copy' from my good samaritan classmates.
and i thought .....hooboy! was i in for it. Pn Tan came in (she's not my chem teacher),and started this talk on career options.For goodness sake!woman....i dun wanna become a doctor....cool it.
her so called 'guidance' was makin my heart pump a lil faster than usual. Every now and then, i was trying to do a lil bit more of the oh-so-due homework.Time was running out ...and fast on me. Felt like i was in the amazing race or sumtin(except this time, race to the end of the homework!lol)
Okaylar....to make a long story short(well, at least a bit shorter) i did manage to finish the chem bonding(sort of). Rrrrring!!!! chem time!!!!teacher came in and said: "y dun we do Periodicity first" .Whole classreplied:"okay!!!. At that instant ....i could feel my blood rush out of my face and straight to my feet. I did not even touch it!!!!!NO!!!!!!!!It was all i could gather from juz standing up and confessing to the teacher....the dreaded truth. Question 1:"ok,girl 1, what's the answer?" and she managed to answer. i started counting the number of people before it came to my turn. i was frantic .....searching for the answer to MY question. My face felt extremely cold.wondered if teacher had noticed the sudden change in colour of my face.
God must have had a lil pity for me....since my teacher decided to give the rest of the answers and move to chem bonding.Phew!what a relief! i could feel blood slowly returning to my face.ooooh how wonderful it felt .at the very least, i was relieved because i was told to answer a question which i had prepared an answer to earlier. THANK YOU!!!!! got through chem alive i might say....but might be for juz another couple of days. Form six really brings me to the edge. i tell u....if u have money, go study abroad.less pressure.errr ....i think?!!! Life is a pressure cooker. oh im startin to feel oh sooooo matured!!!ahahaha. cant wait for the trip to fraser's hill so that i can finally unwind. for now....can i ask u....who can give me the latest w-inds.,flame,lead cd's?ha?i cant hear ya!!!!if u can ....i'll give u one huge....slobbery....kiss!(compliments of the neighbour's dog la)!!!!!!!!!!homework!homework!better get a move on!