Looking thru my friends' profiles (friendster), i stumbled across this pic

This specific picture was taken during form 5 year 2003.
How i miss those days. It's not a whole lot bout missing skool. Remember....im still in skool doing form six.But no matter wat people say...things are never the same again. Different 'friends'. The then friends are now either in college or abroad pursuing their career path(mostly in medic).
Life is now more hectic. Though it could always b argued that SPM is also stressful, i never really thought much about it until about a month to the big day.
But now....it's a year away from STPM and i'd give nething to return to those days.....where homework was merely...homework. U wont bear the dire consequence if u do not finish it.
In some ways...new friends are good albeit the getting used to new people part all over again.
the people in the pic were few of closest friends i had in skool. my classmates.
we shared jokes(be it lame,sarcastic....or downright honest), had our kiasu moments.....not necessarily sharing our ups and downs together....i treasure these people...though they might not know it. In more ways than one....those lil trips we had going to boring lectures ....education fair.....i now consider it to be 'fun'.
Nowadays, all the de-stressing i ever do is watching movies at the cinema with 'new' and 'current' classmates. makes me think...i need to spice things up a lil.
people might irritate me....make me give this odd cold look....that's me.But nowadays...i try not to show it. those who have known me....will know....i change...i do....but not for people ....It's for my own good. I want to see if this attitude shift will make me a better person?. People change...in time. I want to. To be stuck in the same state must be the worst fate to be suffered by man.
I miss my easy life.i miss those days. It's true....u'll never miss it till it's gone.I regret i never fully experienced the joy of going to a skool behind the house. Pointless neway...i now am worried about trivial things...like will i even pass my papers...*sigh*