Dun say it's PMS.
it's definitely NOT!
ok...so i 'accidentally' broke my specs. what more can i do? i was tooo tired.I fell asleep without realizing it.When i woke up...it was oredi 2 a.m....and to properly sleep,i had to gather all my stuff from bed in the dark.
Next thing i knew....'PRAK'....uh-oh...cant be good.
Yup! i conveniently placed my knee on my specs....leading to its now fatal injury.
Im under stress....im depressed....hmm....
The lunch my mom had for family members certainly did not help matters. My younger sis was missing(partly becoz she had to attend the kursus memandu).My older sis had to head 4 the faculty since she has this big mooting thing soon.
All in all....i had to be the good daughter for the day...wash all dishes...cannot simply sleep in the afternoon...hafta layan the guests.(uhuh...normally i wouldnt be that person & yeah....my sisters sure dun have any inkling that i actually did sum work today)
Even so....all that was forgotten at the mere mention of my specs.Parents were extremely moody suddenly.
Y the sudden 180 degrees change in attitude? I wouldnt ask for a new specs had i not need em desperately. I only noticed that i needed to have my specs replaced while driving my sis home from the driving centre.
Which brings me to another case.
Cousins(aged 18 and 12?)accompanied me to fetch my sis . The 18 year old one actually rated my driving as 90 out of 100, good enuff rite? But i nearly met with an accident all thanks to my sis who had 'absolute faith' in my skills.
she SHRIEKED! yes....shrieked...when she saw a car coming out in front of me. oh boy. that startled me.
I nearly lost my life...haha...im still in one piece...
but i dun understand y they r so against me at times.My parents say i lack confidence....but...isnt it possible that at times...they're the ones who put me down?
im no good...im no good....i feel that and think that most of the time....thus the attitude of half-heartedly jumping into things
I am the Head of Kebersihan and Keceriaan of library
I joined the koperasi
Joined the choir club
Am in the sidang redaksi under features
and all this while im in upper 6....said to be the 'no-life' year
mebe i juz wana take focus off my home life...mebe
stress is bad....i need more vitamin B
sumone tell me that's related...in any weird way? hahahah